Hi guys, sorry if I haven't updated my blog. I've been super busy doing something I should've done a long time ago. And I think it's time.
All my life, I've been really chubby. SUPER CHUBBY. I guess that's because my grandmother spoiled me too much when I was young. I love food... Food is my addiction.... we never run out of food. My family loves food. FOOD is all I could think of everyday!
We all know that kids are really honest. They tell you everything. IN YOUR FACE. I've been called by many names. I've been called "baboy"(pig) "balyena"(whale) "tabatchoy"(fatso). Everything you could think colossal, I've been called that. I didn't care since they were kids. During my childhood years, I may have weighed around 50kgs. That's a one SACK OF RICE. I've been eating nonstop. I couldn't help myself since my parents didn't really care and because we all love food.
High School was a bit different, though I've never been bullied, I've been teased occasionally. It didn't really hurt me since it was a point of me being independent. I think that's the problem with me, I didn't really care what people thought of me. I think i just got used to the fact that people embraced me for who I am. Funny, outgoing, friendly and loud. And for having too much security from friends, I doubled my childhood weight and may have weighed 100kgs or more. It was too much for a high school student to be weighing that much.
|high school - my hobby of downing a container of gravy. hahaha|
|at a wedding with my cousin|
|2005 high school graduation day|
|2004 with my cousins. THEY'RE all grown up now.|
Then 2005 I entered college. I went to Manila and started studying at College of St. Benilde. I majored in BA- Consular and Diplomatic Affairs. Since it was my first time to be away from my parents and since I'd be living in Manila for a few years, of course, there were a lot of BINGING opportunities for me which we didn't have back in our city. Outside of our condominium, we had Starbucks, Wendy's, McDonalds, Jollibee and a whole lot of fast food chains. I lived near my school, that's why there were a lot of food chains surrounding it. And also the availability of 24/7 bicycle-delivered meals really took my eating habits up a notch. I would eat rice meals at 4 in the MORNING. And my only form of exercise was walking to school which is about 100 meters away from where I lived. Yikes. Imagine how all those calories took a trip inside my body. It all just piled up and then I reached my peak of weighing 130kgs.. And I was just 19 that time.
|Saguijo - college days|
|18th bday - i had my 1st bong.|
|lol - Fete de la Musique|
|2007 - college|
I think I just got caught up with me being too far away from home and just enjoyed my freedom. I really had a great time during college. That's where I met my friends. So 2009 I graduated from college, went home and took a rest for a year. I started going back to tennis, but I didn't really change my eating habits. So I just maintained my 130kgs weight.
2010 I flew to Bangkok and went to culinary school at Le Cordon Bleu. Bangkok is known for its food, culture and everything else. So there.... FOOD. The fact that I went to French School which also meant 'butter' for me everyday and Thai Food surrounding me everywhere, I just didn't know how to control myself from all of it. It was too much for me. Everyday from school, I would take home a whole piece of duck, sometimes a kilo of steak, a whole fish smothered in butter sauce and even a whole rack of lamb. ALL FOR MYSELF. I even had a whole cake brought home. I tell you it was a FOOD FEST everyday. Even if I give some of it to the security people downstairs, still there's too much left for me.
|culinary school - 130kg|
|my bday - 130kgs|
MY REASON FOR LOSING WEIGHT: My habits kept on going and going and going till May 2012 one night of that month, while i was watching tv lying down on my bed, I felt some tremors developing around my chest area. OMG I'm palpitating. I couldn't breathe at one point! And this kept on going for a whole week. It must have been the consequences all piled up and I'm about to pay the price. I didn't bother telling my parents. I wanted to keep it as a secret.
And later that month I said to myself, I need to lose weight. I need to be in shape. I want to see myself grow as a responsible young adult while I'm still "young". I will never know how will I look like as a healthy person. I may think of losing weight when I get older, but I will never know how I'll look like while I'm young. What will I ever say to my nephews and niece now that they're coming along one by one? "tito, how were you like when you were young?" "oh i don't know, i was obese" ha ha ha ha... something like that? i don't think so.
To make a start, I NEEDED A SOLID THINSPIRATION. And I thought of SHIRLEY LAM. She used to weigh 343 pounds. She lost 220 pounds in 9 months! I said to myself "I need to be like her". 9 months is not so bad for restrictions. And I realized that I have eaten so well for the past 23 years and I think it's ABOUT TIME that I do myself some favor.
|SHIRLEY LAM at 343 lbs|
|after losing 220 pounds. Shirley Lam at 123 lbs|
So..........one day of May 2012, I woke up in the morning, weighed myself and it's 121 kg. That day, I started cutting down my calorie intake. For my first two weeks, I joined the Nestle Fitnesse 14 Day Program, wherein all you could eat for two of your meals are cereals (i do breakfast and dinner) and one of it should be a regular balanced meal. Gladly it worked for me. I lost 5 kilos in two weeks. It was a start. It was hard, but it's all paying well. That went with an hour of cardio everyday, with that diet.
The first few weeks were the toughest. I was definitely hot-headed. I didn't want to talk with the people in the house because I was so hungry and cranky. I easily get mad and there could be a point that I just want to punch you in the face, because I was that HUNGRY! I was getting used to it.
|121kgs , A week after this, I decided to go on a diet.|
After the Nestle Fitnesse 14 Day Program, I had to switch to regular healthy food. Meaning that I have to invest in greens, vegetables, fruits... basically the healthy stuff. So every week I go to the supermarket/grocery and buy my own food. I would buy greens, protein, non-fat dairy and etc... ALSO, I do my own food. I cook them for me and only for me, I should know what to put in my food. No oils, no butter, no FAT and LESS salt.
For the course of 3 months, (May-August) - I lost 30kgs! Even I was shocked! So much difference with how I used to look like.
|June - 110kgs|
|110kgs - with tennis friends|
|I took my first photo and posted it online and it got more than a hundred likes! - at 100kgs|
|at 90kgs - you can already see the shrinking!|
|and this one was the most noticeable - 90kgs|
And then my new habit kept on going! :) It was a piece of cake to lose weight! I have found to be the weighing scale as my new best friend. It makes me happy every time I weigh myself week after week after week after week.
The intensity of my workout also kicked it up a notch. I incorporated ZUMBA, Tae Bo, Aerobics, Swimming and Running. ALL CARDIO. Well, Tae Bo really got into me... It was my post workout AFTER a workout haha. I got addicted to sweating and exercising. Which was a good thing. I workout mostly twice a day and still feel uncontented. And also my new eating habit was cooperating with my body really well.
|me going out of the 90kg mark ...|
|88kg with the brother|
|80kg - during my mother's birthday|
|80kg in my Muslim costume|
|friends from Manila came to visit us in Cotabato! They were all stumped! - at 80kgs|
And then I reached the dreaded PLATEAU. Plateau is a point wherein you "hit the wall" and stop losing weight no matter how intense your physical activity is. I realized that I have been eating so restricted that I forgot to give myself a treat once in a while.
So for one week, I ate regular food. I would have 2 cups of rice for a meal, some amount of fat, protein, greens. Around 2,500 calories a day and I did that with the exercise that I have been doing. And just after a week, I went back to my regular meal plans and started losing weight again.
|me and my old self - 75kgs|
|75kgs - with my college friend ABU|
|with Manila Friends - 75kgs|
|at Pipino (vegetarian restaurant) - 75kgs|
|73kgs with the SWAGGER siblings|
|73kgs - 2012 Xmas Photo|
|BONUS PHOTO: 2011 Xmas Photo HAHAHAHA. omg.|
|I met with my friends March of 2012 - 121kgs|
|and that same year we had our Xmas party! December 2012 - 75kgs|
But anyway, I'm slowly reaching to my goal now. I think i need about 5-6kgs more to lose.
So ... this is my current photo at my healthiest.
|after a 3k Run - 69kgs|
There may be gazillions of temptations, red velvets, pork chops, ribs, unlimited rice, endless coke refills to come, but always remember that "Discipline is your best friend and it will take you FAR and away"
WOOHOO!!! to 6 more KILOS TO LOSE!!! I CAN DO THIS BITCHEZZ.
Philip / Babinella - the guy who's no longer trapped in a fat kid's body. ha ha ha. But the appetite is still there.
|p.s. I had this bracelet made, just to remind me of all the hardwork... and to not come back to that old self.|